I feel I can
handle stress and pressure well. Though
my wife tells me I should focus more on one thing, I tend to focus on several
things all at once. This takes time and
energy but I enjoy it. However, I
assumed when school was out that I would have time to do more writing, reading,
and prepping for our trip. “Time to relax before the journey,” I
mistakenly thought.
Instead I picked
up another job teaching online, enrolled the girls in lessons and camps, my
sister-in-law has a wedding (congrats!) and I am trying to do as much with
friends and family around Memphis as I can before I go. Add this to selling our home and possessions,
storing the rest, attempting to build a blog and Internet presence, travel
plans, lesson plans for homeschool… And I’m certain I left something out.
The stress is
here. Not overwhelming at this point,
but I can feel the tension in my body and I can see how I react quicker than
normal. The exercise, the meditation,
they help, but they can only do so much.
With only two or three weeks before our adventure I am hoping life will
slow down for a bit. But whom am I
kidding?
Just a rant to let
everyone know it’s not easy giving up one lifestyle for another, especially
when the future is completely unknown and the roots at home are deep. Be sure to do a lot of introspection and planning before making a big life decision life we did. Not that we are having doubts, but the effort required is not a small one...
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